Khloé has something BIG to admit about her relationship with Lamar

Khloé Kardashian's whirlwind romance followed by her even speedier wedding to basketball star, Lamar Odom, back in 2009 was a tabloid dream.

And when the couple decided to part ways after four years of marriage, it looked like no one was more devastated than the youngest Kardashian sister who always had Lamar's back despite their troubles.

Opening up about the difficulties she faced in light of her decision to divorce the sports star, Khloé recently decided to put pen to paper for Lena Dunham's Lenny newsletter.

“I’ve been blessed with a lot in my life, and I’ve also had challenges,” she wrote in a revealing essay about her Christianity. “It was a challenge for me when I decided to get divorced.”

"At my core, I don’t believe in divorce,” Khloé continued “But I came to a point in my marriage where I had to make the choice to take care of my own mental and emotional well-being in order to protect myself and my happiness.”

The 31-year-old reality star, whose parents divorced when she was a child, revealed that while the idea of divorce does not sit well with her, she has come to terms with the path her life has gone down.

"I am at peace with that decision and do feel like I honoured my vows to the very end," she insisted.

"I feel that I kept the serious vows I made in front of God with every inch of my heart, which is why I am still honouring them today even though my relationship with my ex-husband is in a different place," she explained.

Props Khloé, props.